What you told me can be serious. I’d strongly encourage you to call 919 or make your way to the nearest hospital. You can still continue if you want to, but please don’t wait long.
Call 919 nowThat sounds very hard, and you do not have to deal with it alone. Someone can talk with you right now.
Talk to someone nowA Bahamas crisis line will go here. If you are in danger right now, call 919.